well.. havin mct lab now? v exhasted.. turn in v late n din slp well oso.. earlier on was playin guitat at home when yadh called mi.. taught mi dream theater's Finally Free.. damn hard.. haas. well.. yadh took a week to learn the first part? i took few mins =) smart student n efficient teacher.. went home ard 12 plus.. wanted to call missie but well.. mayb shes too busy w her stuff...
wednesday whole dae was bad.. major proj supervisor, chua came to "tell" the cohort abt the "truth" behind y some pple get to start their MP earlier n so on.. zal, fiq n i were so sick of their excuses... coz the more they try to cover, the more loop holes they creating.. chua would come in n tell us ish all due to the complain letter send out by a stud.. if nt they are gonna hide it as if we wun noe at all.. come on la.. lk the chinese saying: paper cnt cover up fire.. some students startin their MP much earlier than us would be known sooner or ltr.. yesh, my GPA might nt be the top few ones.. but in terms of these selection, shdnt it be transparent n fair? wats so hard in conductin an interview n gif every interested student a fair chance? plus it comes from Dr ravi- sumone whom we tot we could depend on.. he oso tried to cover his arse after chua exposed him... keep saein he gt no choice but to obey his superior's order blah blah blah when he oso help in persuading students to join the final 2... its either they are a batch of idiots or they are treatin us lk idiots.. watever.. the feelin still sux thou i noe it long ago.. F*** it..
missie din realise i was unhappy w tis.. told her i have taken my lunch thou i din.. no mood to eat w her for i noe for sure my feelin's gonna affect her so no use.. but she tot otherwise.. so well.. everytime lack of communication n stuff.. juz makes mi tired sumtimes.. din noe wat to do.. lovin sumone whole heartedly is wat all pple would ask of.. but bein overly doin in tings or in tots juz kill off everything at least for mi.. well.. see hw tings go ba.. hmms. tired-
